Oh Mary Horowitz

Wedding Bells

My very good friend Brittanie is getting MARRIED!!

I am so excited. She asked me to help plan her wedding. I am soo excited. I have so many ideas racing through my head its insane. But here we go. I made her bouquets!! They are so pretty. She is having a really rich purple as our dresses. [[ a d o r a b l e d r e s s e s ]] But here is a blurry cell phone picture.

I honestly cannot wait for the wedding. The flowers are fake, but look totally real. They were more than half the price of real flowers! There are little pearls all throughout the bouquet as well.

[[ s u p e r s t i n k i n c u t e ]]

In other news, I've been doing really terrific. I am realizing what Im worth. And its alot. My daddy is the best in the world, if you have any doubts. Check the post below and look at his comment

Has anyone seen All About Steve? I have no idea. Non at all, but I ADORE this movie. It has sat in my DVD player for 8 nights straight. I find it so cute. And so true. Boys lie. They say things they don't really mean. Girls lie as well. We say things we don't mean, or try to beat around the bush so we don't hurt anyones feelings. I love how honest she is in the movie. She is a hard core nerd. And it doesn't matter. She wears those hideous red boots because they make her toes feel like "10 friends on a camping trip". There are just some movies that stick with you. And this one completely stuck with me. Her facts, they never stopped cracking me up. "There's over a million Stevens with a "V" in the country. It's much more popular than the "PH" way. Twice as popular, in fact. I think it was the the Brits who prefer their PH's." And also, my brother's name is Steve, maybe it made me laugh even harder because of that. Im not sure. =]

"Wait for the guy who will swim across shark infested waters to get you a lemonade" -Daddy and Mommy

So, my past few posts have been just words, and I apologize for that. I know its boring. Even though this is depressing and not entertaining, I find it somehow theraputic to write. After all this with my ex. I wake up thinking I am just one step closer to being better. And I am getting better. But how do I keep myself from falling right back into the same trap? How do I keep myself from falling from that same kind of guy? Here we go. I'm making a list. I am refusing to settle for anything less than my list.
1.) I want a guy who loves my hyper-activity, and crazy thinking.
2.) Never yells. Ever.
3.) Refuses to go to bed angry with me, or with tension still in the air between us.
4.) Wants me safe, and protects me.
5.) Has a job, car, ect.
6.) Loves to cuddle even though I am constantly cold.
7.) Has drive. Has a good reputation.
8.) Does the right thing. Even if its not the fun thing, or the cool thing.
9.) Has a good reputation.
10.) Actually gives my dad competition. Let me elaborate. My dad treats me like a princess... fully. No BOY has ever come close to treating me as well as my dad always has. I want a guy to go even beyond him.
11.) Tells me he loves me, everyday.
12.) Cherishes my laugh, and my love for free living.
13.) Isn't afraid
14.) FAITHFULL
15.) Loving family. I want to love his family, and his family love me
16.) I want my family to love him, which isnt hard. I have the most accepting family ever.
17.) Spoils me. Its been too long since I've been spoiled.
18.) Makes me laugh. Has a good sense of humor, Is silly and isnt embarassed.
19.) Holds my hand.
20.) Pretty Teeth (super super superficial, but, lets be honest. Its a must)
21.) Puts me first.
22.) Thinks I am out of his league. But is determined to make me fall more and more in love with him everyday
23.) ^^ Does all in his power to make himself a better man
24.) Just takes long drives with me. To nowhere. Just talking and listening to music.
25.) Loves the beach, summer, and maybe willing to move.
26.) Loves UFC. Has to be ok with my love for Forrest Griffin.
27.) Not a druggie, or an alchie. =]
28.) Respects me, and makes sure his friends and other people respect me.
29.) Give me my space. Lets me still have friends.
30.) Takes me to see girl movies.
31.) Will watch The Notebook with me...more than once.
32.) Lets me take his hoodies. Willingly.
33.) Calls me at night. To say "I Love You" and ask about my day.
34.) Is honest
35.) Loves my good heart. I want to do good by everybody, I want him to understand that.
36.) Must love cocker spaniels.
37.) And buy me one one day =]
38.) Likes that I am klutzy
39.) Is comfortable with the fact I have guy FRIENDS.
40.) Fights past my trust issues
41.) Knocks down all the walls I have built up.
42.) Tells me I am pretty. Often.
43.) Doesn't like to argue.
44.) Takes pride in dating me.
45.) Likes football, baseball, hunting and fishing. And will discuss these topics with my daddy
46.) Loves to cuddle me.
47.) Smiles alot. Is happy on his own. I want to be a HUGE part of his life. But, he still needs to be independent and MAN enough to stand on his own
48.) Is proud of me
49.) Buys me tulips (FAV FLOWER) actually... any flower will do
50.) Sweet suprises. I love when guys plan cute things for their girlfriend.

I know this list is extensive. I know alot of people are thinking it will never happen. They don't make guys like that anymore. Heck. As I am writing this I think, wow. I will probably die alone. But its ok. I would rather know I had standards and only had the best, then settle for any loser that comes my way. The next boy will have to prove he is good enough to be that special person in my life... even if it means I am alone until I am 70. Its ok... Eventually I will be the happiest and luckiest girl in the world, with a guy who just adores me. We will see. There is so much in store for me. I have so much potential. I am a good person. I have a good honest heart. And I know one day someone will really cherish that. We will see. I am young, and have a full lifetime ahead of me to find someone who meets all these "impossible requirements.

Here is the deal.

Ok, if by any means you are having a bad day today. Please don't read my blog.

Seriously. I warned you.

So, my boyfriend and I were dating 8 months. Pretty long time. Pretty serious.

When we started dating I never intended for anything serious. Just a companion, someone to have fun with. Well the boy captured my heart so quickly. He was so funny, to this day, he's never raised his voice at me (and i can get pushy) Everything was perfect. My friends loved him, my family, not so much, but they accepted him. All my friends thought he was great to hang out with, we spent all summer just laughing and having a good time. Well. Things got serious at Christmas, we started argueing, and barey spending time together. Solution. He was cheating!! How can a BOY cheat. That is complete immaturity. I deserve so much better than that. And he knows it. So. Here is my solution. No more crying. Im going to change my image. Work out. Look great. And hope is heart breaks even more everytime he hears my name or see's my face. Whoo. I feel so much better. And please, someone explain why people think you can "love" a person while your doing stuff behind their back with someone "you don't care about"..please.

"New year, New chance. Buy a fresh notebook and start filling it with ideas" -Unknown

Two Thousand and Ten! It is actually crazy for me to think about, I tend to think about my past when I should be looking into my future. Three years ago I graduated. Three Stinkin Years Ago?! That can't be... Well, I've never been one for New Years reselutions... But this year, I am going to record them for all the world to see, and fellow bloggers, your going to help keep me responsible... whether you like it or not! :) Anyways, here they are, in order of importance. But first, I would like to say, I'm new at this "New Year, New You" thing, so I kept my list short.

1.) Joining a gym. I am for real, I am going to join a gym, before I buy a tanning memebership =]. This is something I really want to do. Hopefully I can get a friend [[Cough cough MANDY]] or a certian boyfriend [[cough cough MATTHEW]] to join with me... No pressure though.

2.) Health Insurance. This is a biggie. I am way to lazy to get health insurance. However, its a BIGGIE. within the next 4 months, I will recieve papers from my job. They will be heath insurance papers. I will do all I can to READ THROUGH, and acually FILL OUT these papers. I will have my healhth insured this year.

3.) I would love to advance in my career, by...

a.- Attending a 8 month course in the fall

b.-Staying at my job, where there are tons of advancement oportunties

or.... (drumroll)

c.-Go back to school.

4.) I would love to keep my individuality, and try my very hardest to brighten at least 1 person's day, everyday.

And in other news....

Meet Pixi. My Brand new Palm Phone!! I adore her! I just switched to Sprint (Take that dumb ol' verizon) and I have fallen in love with the Palm Pixi. I recommend her to all my customers (Yes, I am reffering to her like she is a person, she is THAT great) She can run many different functions at once, you can be talking on the phone, while checking a text message, or downlaoding and app, you can do anything and everything! She has fitness apps, budget apps (apps to manage a budget, say what?) fashion apps, what more can a girl ask for from a phone?? She has a pretty little case that sits on my hip, so she can close to me always. I am currently trying to convice my boyfriend (a dangon Verizon customer) to but Pixi a boyfriend. He laughs at me, apparently he doesn't understand her greatness.

I should most likely stop talking about Pixi, before I don't have any followers left!! :) But seriously, she's a a great phone and will become your best friend in no time!

Happy Holidays everyone! I am so so stinking sorry I haven't been keeping up with my postings!!

Here is a confession:

After I get done working (Ususally 9- 10 hr days) I don't feel like getting off the couch when I get home [straight lazy], or on my day off (they come very rarely) I am catching up with friends or with my boyfriend. I will try my very best to make time for posting some news!